Slippage

New house, new ward, new classes, new job, and my heart has been light. However, time is slipping away and I feel no closer to actually being ready for a mission. I have so much to do yet so little time.

My heart is gaining weight; not fat (not yet). I see all the has to be done I sometimes I just don't even want to begin.

Concerning life: The house the I have almost finally moved into it great. Actually, it is more of a garage, but I have practically the entire thing to myself. I was truely blessed to find most my furniture for really cheap or free. I have not yet set everything to its proper place, but I intend to soon. I really need to organize my life and that is a good place to begin.

The new jobs are am undertake should really go well. My main job to be a research assistant for a psychology professer; one and the same as the man who's garage I am renting. The research we are doing is fantastic. I am really excited about the posibilities and the things we can prove. We are tackling some big theories. Part of this job is that I also maintain the psychology department's website. I don't really care for it much, but I should be some good experience. I will actually be redesigning it from a school template since the university is trying to standardize their website. My other job is being a TA (Teacher's Assistant) for some computer science classes. I will be teaching CS 202 for the next two weeks since the teacher is gone. Teaching will be a good experience.

School and classes are just as trenuous if not more than ever. I am taking a class from an undesireable teacher. In addition, I just have some plane old hard classes. I hope to survive the semester with my sanity still intact.

My social life is diminishing, yet I think I should let it. I really don't want to. There are so many peope that I want to hang with. I canot or more appropriately, I should not. I have a lot of really good friend and it pains me to have to give some of it up.

I hope it will work out better in the end.